A crosswiki award (due to long-time bullying you)

Hello sweet user. The award I'm going to give you is predominantly about your contributions in third-party wikis but is also partially related to your activity in Russian Wikipedia, too (see «Cuteness barnstars» above). Generally, this is a multiwiki award.

At times, I've observed your activities in some wikis. That's when I learned to the long-time bullying, which was in long-time attributing to you a lot of very heavy destructive actions (ranging to global hacker vandalism of several third-party wikis that was said to be impossible to defeat even by changing the password). And soon after the bullying, I decided to contact you by email and then had a good talk. As a result, I formed some opinion about you.

I am familiar with this award, which you received for the same thing I am about to award you for. But I have a deeper reason, which is not simply the fact that I trust you completely, given your actual behavior and communication style. No, it's more complicated than that. The actual reason is that they say you are not just a positive person, but have actually never even once resorted to any (ever minor, even joking) provocation or trolling (even when it was a conflict situation) to make abusers even begin to want to bully you at all. I can't fully, thoroughly check this (I can only partially), but I do tend to trust this almost fully, given, again, your real behavior, communication style, and my experience with you, which I am very much convinced by. Why is this such an important point for me (such that I want to emphasize and focus on it)? The fact is that usually (and in fact almost always!) the wiki users involved in wiki scandals, intrigues are at least partially really at fault, are guilty, did at least partially provoke their opponents and therefore are really controversial. This is true in general almost always (and if anything, I know of many such scandals from wiki forums). But you have proven to be a very very very rare angelic exception to this (I know an almost negligible number of such). You turned out to be not just a positive person, but exactly an undeniably positive person (see, again, my underlining above).

But that's not even all. As far as I understand, you very much for many months endured modesty, so as not to flaunt this particular angelic advantage of yours. Although you took offense at the bullying, you kept the advantage quiet just so that people wouldn't call you a braggart. I think you've done enough good already.

For all those reasons, I consider you a truly legendary wiki user. I should point out that this is just my subjective opinion, but I am really very inclined to trust you as I’ve known you long enough to draw conclusions. So, I feel it is my moral obligation to award you for literally every your meaningful (which I consider really meaningful and valuable for wiki community) positive action. Here's all I want to award you for:

A barnstar for stating one very important thought
According to English Wikipedia, the Special Barnstar is said to be awarded for a very specific and unique reason. And indeed, the reason I want to give you this barnstar is really unique. You once told me in the email that, for you, sysop rights aren’t about playing around with people. You are so much worried about it that you oppose even the slightest jokes about a banhammer. I think these are very important words.

Cute idea generator barnstars
For great articles and, on other hand, for creating excellent intelligent interactive games in third-party wikis.

Barnstars for routine work
For fixing a lot of broken pictures, fighting vandalism, and adminship of third-party wikis.

Bullying barnstars
For utmost honesty and retaining the utmost charm (despite the bullying).



Cuteness barnstars
For kindness, support of wiki users, conflict-free character, desire to reconcile users (for instance, in Russian Wikipedia) ranging from newcomers to old-timers, to raise their spirits. As you were bullied, you falsely feel that no one appreciates it. But it’s not. Your support is much more important than it seems, because you have superhuman wisdom in supporting people and even (!) criticizing people.
I have deliberately awarded you this barnstar twice — I want to point out your service not only for tolerating bullying but also for helping to fight other people’s bullying.

Barnstars for great modesty
For excessively long modesty. Despite the bullying, you have tried for a long time not to demand any benefits as compensation.

Legendary barnstars
Given the entire backstory of your involvement with wikis, I think you’ve become a very signficant person.
A summary barnstar
All things considered, due to your angelic character, you have some kind of special exceptionalism that is hard to put into words as well as into the rest of other barnstars. I have deliberately awarded you the Special Barnstar twice.

Schwarzschilds Radius (aptarimas) 12:37, 28 gruodžio 2023 (EET)

  • Wow! @Schwarzschilds Radius, this is so amazing and very very unexpected to me. But what's even more amazing is that it looks like you read my mind. Because that's exactly what I wanted to say during so many months. It turns out that you understood my thought very really perfectly when I wrote the email. And I appreciate it very much. I'm just shocked. Arigatō gozaimashita! Iscorka (aptarimas) 00:33, 1 sausio 2024 (EET)
    • You are a very rare person who, despite the bullying, doesn't have to see the beam in your own eye. You simply don't have any slightest bit of the beam at all. And that's your immense moral strength.
      So, you're indeed a very cute user who has never even once said insults to the abusers, never made false (only true ones) accusations against them, only said fair thoughts about them. Almost no one didn't appreciate it (if your words are to be believed), and therefore you told me that if you did stop being a fair person (see my italic highlighting above) and slip into unconstructive, let people not even dare to resent, anger with you. Seems a bit overdramatic to me, but still a very fair point. So I am not about to argue. 95.47.203.163 23:01, 1 sausio 2024 (EET)